sooo.... what is there to say about life right now? other than "it sucks," i'm not quite sure. I know i know... other people have it worse, it's not the end of the world, blah blah blah. Just coz my life isn't the worst in the world doesnt mean that i can't be unhappy with it, so all you people that like to belittle others' problems can fuck off. Anyway... as i mentioned in the daily blurb thing, the main mopiness of my life is scott... For those who didn't know, he's that netboy that i was madly in love with.... and unluckily i think i still am. He apparently got annoyed at me and blocked me from his AIM, which is the main way we talked. soooo it's been over a month and we haven't talked whatsoever. I refuse to call coz i had to give up my graduation money to pay for my phonebill to him. I'm just not wasting any more money than i already have. he couldn't have chosen a worse time to ignore me either. He was one of my best friends...someone i could turn to that would always be able to unmope me. since i'm not allowed to see or talk to another close friend at all (it's been a few months i think) i just have no one to turn to now. That's what friends are for i guess. anyway...i hope that i never trust another person or become so close ever again.