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i live with both parents right now. i have a dog. i love them all. frustration does not equal a lack of love. There's actually five people in my family though. i'm the youngest of three daughters. i have my own room with a damn cool canopy bed and pictures of The Crow all over the place.. some walls are barely visible coz of all my pics, and one wall has glow in the dark paint and stars on it. i got the master bedroom, so i also get a bathroom. i spend most of my time in the family room though. this is where my compy is.. and where the tv is... and where the couch i sleep on is. i also spend a lot of time in the garage where all of my music equipment and the sewing machine are. FRIENDS i basically live at matt's house. i visit a lot, at least. i love all the nonmundanes. yes.. this is the group that i hang out with in real life. i'm not purely online anymore! i'm on the net chatting on ICQ and AIM a lot lately, but mostly to the friends i already have, and not random strangers who know nothing about me. i'm also back on irc... that's the only place i really chat with strangers a lot. MIND i'm a rock star waiting to happen, and yes i DO actually play instruments and all that. i can be a typical musician/artist at times. deal with it. so.. i take a lot less shit than i used to, and my life has definately improved because of it. hooray for that much. so.. i'm addicted to love or something and fucking lonely. i'm not happy about this. i still say there're no local boys for me. SCHOOL/WORK i go to Santa Ana College.. i'm actually pretty happy there. this semester i'm taking 3 online classes... all computer ones, and a fashion class, sign language, and human sexuality. should be an interesting time. no work right now. i wanna focus on music and the band with chrischick. i really need some shows or something. i bet i'd feel tons better after even a good practice, but we still need a bass player and drummer. grr. BODY my lungs are weak and fucked. i'm allergic to the world, except food and medicine. i'm cool with my body lately. gettin a little self esteem and confidence and all that shit. tons better than even a year ago when all i thought of myself was shit. i have two lobe piercings in each ear -an orbital and 7 other rings in the lower hole- and that's it right now. i plan on getting possibly 3 helix spikes on each ear.. and a conch on each too. and 3 center toungue piercings if my toungue can handle it, a lip ring, a chastity piercing, and a couple of navel. those'll all happen when i get the money and stuff though. not now. i plan on gettin angel wing tattoos on my upper back... two dragons and a star on the lower back, and a tribal kinda design i drew a long time ago. these also cannot happen till i have money. i'm also gettin into corsetry. i'm gonna try it out for a while i guess... hope i can stick to it. if not, then oh well. i tried. i love how corsets look though. if i don't stick to it... i'll probly try and get a corset piercing too. =} |